TIME IS GOLD. A motto that I have to instill on my mind. A motto that I have to practice during my 2 days rest from work.
Seriously, I don’t know what’s gotten into me. I feel so unproductive, I don’t have the energy that I used to have and I can’t even take good care of myself. Whew!
This past few days during my rest days, all I gotta do was to just stay at home, lock myself in the room and watch movies and TV Series. I don’t feel like going out, not in the mood to socialize, I’m not even eating regularly, or brush my teeth, take a bath and do the laundry and pay my bills. Gosh, I know I’m already a Lazy Ass but it’s getting worst!
During my rest days for the past 2 weeks I’ve watched a lot of movies. Movies I have already watched over and over again. A lot of WASTED TIME.
Burlesque – (Cher and Christina Aguilera), Moulin Rouge – (Nicole Kidman and Ewan McGregor), Legally Blonde – (Reese Witherspoon and Luke Wilson) Sinister, Ruby Sparks, The Avengers (Chris Evans, Samuel Jackson, Chris Hemsworth, Scarlett Johansson, Eric Bana, Jeremy Rener and Robert Dawney Jr.), Harry Potter from Part 1 to Part 8 (Danielle Radcliffe and Emma Watson), So Close, Mulan and Looper (Bruce Willis, Emily Blunt and Joseph Gordon-Levitt). I still have movies I’ve watched that I can no longer remember. Can you imagine the hours I’ve spent watching these?? Unbelievable right???
Carrie Bradshaw, Charlotte, Miranda and Samantha Jones were also there wasting my precious time by watching Sex and The City Season 1, all 12 episodes. Luckily, I can’t remember where I put my Gossip Girls DVD’s.
Right this moment of time, I haven’t taken a bath for 2 days and my hair is awful. Well, at least I got the nerve to brush my teeth and wash my face. I’m also addicted to this Creamy Latte from Nescafe which gives me satisfaction and comfort even if I don’t eat the entire day. I can also feel that one of these days, my dear lap top will no longer function because it’s ON most of the time. The keyboard is no longer working properly and it is full of dust. I can’t even do my own laundry, I had to call the laundry shop and I had to buy new socks and undies, coz I don’t want to wash them. I know my behavior isn’t right anymore!
My best friend is really dusty.
I badly need some serious shaving!
I’m pretty occupied and don’t know exactly the reason why I’m acting like this. Depression, Sadness??? I’m not on my best this past few days an currently on state of weakness. Whatever is happening to me, I strongly believe I’ll get over it. I guess I need a CHANGE and it should start from me ASAP.